Run

Left work at 6 today.

Had to cover for an insufferable-excuse-of-a-houseman who blatantly decided that she shall NOT be taking any 6pm bloods for her cubicle's patients even thought boss explicitly ordered all of us to do so.

Ended up playing vampire on her behalf so that Belle won't end up with deep fried ass for dinner tonight. Poor thing.

Still miss my phone. Forgot how many times today when I reached into my pocket for my phone only to find the cold emptiness greeting my hand. Sigh.

Well, at least no pharmacists to hound me for improper prescriptions today.

Feeling abit low today. Tried to have a hearty dinner but the waitress forgot two out of the four items I ordered so feeling kinda half empty now.

Somehow coming down with this feeling that the world is out to get me or something. If there is a god I can surely say that I'm not exactly his favorite person on earth right now I guess.


Another Chinese auntie passed away in the ward today. Terminally ill patient who came in with one leg already into the coffin. CPRed for 10 minutes before the family gave us the greenlight to stop. ' Don't add to her suffering,' her son said. Solemnly stepped down from the bed so that they could say their final goodbyes. Felt like shit - mainly because I felt absolutely nothing. Just another passing on to scratch down the notch. Another death summary to do. Hoo- Hum.

I'm losing my humanity. Fangs and tiny horns are starting to sprout out of my head and the last time I checked I'm growing a forked tail.

I need to run. Run away from this condition that's consuming me.


Well I guess running away from work isn't exactly practical or ethically acceptable now in view of the current workforce shortage so........ah darn.

I guess I'll just have to stick to running on the mill for now.

Hope that at speed 10 my soul can break free from this earthly form it has been entrapped in, and disembark on an epic journey to find true happiness in the far beyond.

Gonna hit the threadmill now.

See you at 11pm. Godspeed with you, and me.