Confessions of a splitting mind

Do you know how it is, to lead a double life?


Living in a totally opposite world as the one people around you percieve?

To say something but mean totally another?

To be smiling outside, while your heart weeps itself dry inside?


It's like wearing a mask that you can never remove.

Because when the truth is unveiled, all that beckons is ugliness.

The deception. The empty promises.

The betrayal.


It is a burden that one and only oneself can bear.

It is a secret that can never be revealed.

It is like the truth about Midas' ears.

'Midas has ass' ears........Midas has ass' ears........'


There is no trust.

There can be no confiding.

The only thing left is absolute solitude.

And an extreme sense of loneliness.



Do you know how it is, to lead a double life?

It is when, in the crowdiest of places, at the busiest of times, that the loneliest you will feel.